I would like to warn that further down the page are the disturbing images of me in a pretty bad way from my Ayahuasca experiance.
“Spanish style song, themed around spiritual matters and Healing the Earth and ourselves, Guitar playing in the Carlos Santana Style”
The following images are from the place we stayed, I absolutely loved some of the artwork and the spiritual significance of the images!
Absolutely lush nature everywhere, this was the main reason we wanted to go to Peru, to find one of the places most deeply rooted in nature in the world!
Well lets just say before the Ceremony I was afraid of spiders, but when I became astral paradise and attacked by spider like beings the fear of a real spider which I had previously had was gone!
It really was very very lush there and nature is queen in South America, which from a spiritual connection point of view is very powerful compared to the land in Europe.
The following images are from after the retreat, I am very aware that I need to create a video about the experience as there is a lot to it, to sum it up in a few words.
In my visions I was being eaten alive by spiders yet I knew at the time it was astral parasites feeding from my system, I spent the entire 6 hours In hell with visions so real that I was screaming on the jungle floor being held down by Cacey the guy who owned the place, I think he was very afraid of loosing his reputation. I can remember not being able to breathe as his hand was over my mouth stopping me scream, I remember my body convulsing at one point and I distinctly remember feeling “oh shit” this has gone beyond a joke and that I was actually suffocating, I strongly remember feeling I cannot breathe please stop holding your hand over my mouth.
His leg was wrapped around me and he was behind holding me down on the ground for a long time and an interesting point to note is that where his leg was wrapped around me was pushing against my stomach stopping me from being able to puke the Ayahuasca up which would have helped the visions subside. All I know is that I had been attacked by astral entities the entire 4 hours or so and that I’m very glad to be alive.
I would say that Cacey was more worried about his reputation than me, to be fair they did give us £1000 or so back.
Another thing to note is that I had gone into the experience telling the people there that my partner and I had been already experiencing psychic attacks from what one would call spirit entities, before the experience I was still doubting if such things exist and that perhaps everything I feel was from my own psyche. I will never doubt that ever again, entities, demonic, AI, lost souls etc whatever you want to call them DO exist!
So I would like to give a word of caution to those wanting to go and take the Ayahuasca
Don’t feel you have to take the full amount given
Make sure you feel you have a safe happy place to go if you do not feel good
Make sure you have a friend who is NOT taking it!
Do not feel you have to follow the rules, do what you need to to make yourself feel ok
I know I nearly died that Night and that it was beyond EGO death! I was completely wiped out and katy lovingly held me in her arms for some time which was beautiful as she helped my body calm down and my soul ground back into my body, thankyou so much katy.
Last Image, this one is the ayahuasca vine wrapping its way around another tree.
Overall we loved Peru but I must do a video about the experience soon!