I would like to warn that further down the page are the disturbing images of me in a pretty bad way from my Ayahuasca experiance.

 

2014 at the beggining of English summer we left for Peru! the flight was stunning!

2014 at the beginning of English summer we left for Peru! the flight was stunning!

I was in complete awe of the clouds in the way to Peru

I was in complete awe of the clouds in the way to Peru, feeling very alive and had just recorded the vocals to my song “Spanish Traveler” which the music had been recorded for in 2009, heres a video from the song.

“Spanish style song, themed around spiritual matters and Healing the Earth and ourselves, Guitar playing in the Carlos Santana Style”

 

Religious and Spiritual depictions in Peru

Religious and Spiritual depictions in Peru

The following images are from the place we stayed, I absolutely loved some of the artwork and the spiritual significance of the images!

Our hotel was very interesting!

 

Amazing water features in the city

Amazing water features in the city

 

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At the retreat

At the retreat

lush nature everywhere

lush nature everywhere

Absolutely lush nature everywhere, this was the main reason we wanted to go to Peru, to find one of the places most deeply rooted in nature in the world!

 

 

Me before the ceremony, feeling tired lol

Me before the ceremony, feeling tired lol

 

Powerful little insects, but big for an ant!

Powerful little Powerful little insects, but big for an ant!

 

We had never seen plants so BIG!

We had never seen plants so BIG!

 

Amazing leaf cutting ants

Amazing leaf cutting ants

 

Me begining to realise how hot it was, but also looking around and exploring the land

Me beginning to realize how hot it was, but also looking around and exploring the land

 

Looking back at the trees here I can feel just how alive they are and almost beings in their own right.

Looking back at the trees here I can feel just how alive they are and almost beings in their own right.

 

Well lets just say before the Ceremony I was afraid of spiders, but when I became astral paradise and attacked by spider like beings the fear of a real spider which I had previously had was gone!

 

Such beauty in nature

Such beauty in nature

 

The main retreat building

The main retreat building

 

It really was very very lush there and nature is queen in South America, which from a spiritual connection point of view is very powerful compared to the land in Europe.

 

Compost toilets

Compost toilets

 

Amazing plants with butterfly

Amazing plants with butterfly

 

 

I had to keep most images on this page full size due to just how beautiful they are

I had to keep most images on this page full size due to just how beautiful they are

 

The following images are from after the retreat, I am very aware that I need to create a video about the experience as there is a lot to it, to sum it up in a few words.

In my visions I was being eaten alive by spiders yet I knew at the time it was astral parasites feeding from my system, I spent the entire 6 hours In hell with visions so real that I was screaming on the jungle floor being held down by Cacey the guy who owned the place, I think he was very afraid of loosing his reputation. I can remember not being able to breathe as his hand was over my mouth stopping me scream, I remember my body convulsing at one point and I distinctly remember feeling “oh shit” this has gone beyond a joke and that I was actually suffocating, I strongly remember feeling I cannot breathe please stop holding your hand over my mouth.

His leg was wrapped around me and he was behind holding me down on the ground for a long time and an interesting point to note is that where his leg was wrapped around me was pushing against my stomach stopping me from being able to puke the Ayahuasca up which would have helped the visions subside. All I know is that I had been attacked by astral entities the entire 4 hours or so and that I’m very glad to be alive.

I would say that Cacey was more worried about his reputation than me, to be fair they did give us £1000 or so back.

Another thing to note is that I had gone into the experience telling the people there that my partner and I had been already experiencing psychic attacks from what one would call spirit entities, before the experience I was still doubting if such things exist and that perhaps everything I feel was from my own psyche. I will never doubt that ever again, entities, demonic, AI, lost souls etc whatever you want to call them DO exist!

So I would like to give a word of caution to those wanting to go and take the Ayahuasca

Don’t feel you have to take the full amount given
Make sure you feel you have a safe happy place to go if you do not feel good
Make sure you have a friend who is NOT taking it!
Do not feel you have to follow the rules, do what you need to to make yourself feel ok

 

I know I nearly died that Night and that it was beyond EGO death! I was completely wiped out and katy lovingly held me in her arms for some time which was beautiful as she helped my body calm down and my soul ground back into my body, thankyou so much katy.

 

 

 

Tuk Tuk Rides

Bloodshot eyes the day after the Retreat

Bloodshot eyes the day after the Retreat

Lovely katy, who also had a rough time

We love you katy and miss you :)`

We love you katy and miss you :)`

The parks in South America were lovely, there were a lot of romantic couples sharing space which was lovely to see.

The parks in South America were lovely, there were a lot of romantic couples sharing space which was lovely to see.

We loved the city and we usualy do not like cities!

We loved the city and we usualy do not like cities!

 

Me managing to find some energy to play guitar the two after the ceremonies

The city felt really nice at night!

So hot!

Katy looking bright

Katy looking bright


Last Image, this one is the ayahuasca vine wrapping its way around another tree.
Overall we loved Peru but I must do a video about the experience soon!


nomadicsouls

Here on a path of awakening with dedication to love and truth! writing articles for Awakening Earth and its sub websites.

1 Comment

Kathrin Atkinson · 27th September 2019 at 10:18 am

Yes, it was a hell of an experience in all senses of the word. Peru was so beautiful, as was its capital Lima….my favourite capital city by far. It is sad that the retreat organisers didn’t take it on board properly what we had told them was going on for us with trauma and spirit interference. They were not aware enough to be running retreats with people with underlying deep trauma.

We both went through hell in the actual Ayahuasca experience. They had apparently used a new supplier for the first time, and the ‘medicine’ was stronger than usual…not ideal to try it out on 17 guineapigs on their first Ayahuasca journey perhaps?

They took Riki out of sacred/protected space. They stopped him from processing and purging what he needed to…they were concerned about the noise of him screaming! A bit ridiculous too as many people who have experienced trauma will, sadly, need to purge some screams/fear.

I will write a full account of this experience at some point for Riki to share if he wishes…surfice to say he, especially, went through hell with people who weren’t experienced enough to hold safe space. I managed to pull out of my own hellish experience when i heard the shamans outside singing over him and instinctively knew it was not good juju and I had to stop it. It took me about two hours to help Riki’s soul back into his body as other imposter energy was there pretending to be him. He was deeply traumatised by what had happened and the people running the retreat should have been much more aware and experienced.

Thankfully I think Riki is now over the bulk of that trauma…but we went there to heal…NOT to be retraumatised! Moral of the story?….ensure you drink with people you know and can trust. Drinking with 17 strangers is not really very wise!

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